Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Friends Forever means so much more than you can imagine.

Dear Jennifer,
Two years ago this month I received a call from your mother letting me know that you were in a car wreck along with your two daughters and that you and Hannah did not survive. Over these past two years not a day has gone by that I don't think about you and miss you. I have spoken to you in heaven as if you were in the room with me. After two years its not any easier. We would be emailing each other, telling one another what our kids were going to be for Halloween and sharing pictures of birthday parties and I miss having you here to do that with. When we were little we would play with your pink barbie dream house that had an elevator on the side and so when I think about you in heaven I imagine you and Hannah living in your own dream house and you even have an elevator. I can still see the notes that we would pass to one another in church and we would sign it BFF (Best friends forever). Its hard to imagine that its been two years, its hard to imagine that your other daughter Sarah is two years older since the wreck. I know if you were here and saw the tears running down my face that you would tell me to stop crying that you are in a better place and that you are happy and I should be too. One of these days I will join you in heaven and we can once again play in the dream house and pass notes. BFF you are missed!!!

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