Dear Jennifer,

I cant believe its time to write another letter to you and thats it been 4 years since your accident where God took you and your daughter Hannah to join him in Heaven. I gotta tell you even though 4 years has passed its not any easier. It still feels like the crash was yesterday and I know its been a while since I visited your grave but its so hard to go there because it makes it all so real. Just even writing this is making me cry cause I wish I would of spent more time with you and told you just how much I loved you as a friend. Tears still roll down my cheeks when I think of you. When we drive into TN it takes all I have not to burst into tears as we drive past your exit. I have seen pictures of your daughter Sarah, your mom sends them to me and she is so beautiful. She is happy and looks a lot like you. I know that your parents love having her around. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you and miss you. Its so hard to accept the fact that your gone and not here, you were my best friend growing up. You were such a big part of my life and the last time we saw each other was at your baby shower. I miss you more than words can say. I know that God loves having you and Hannah with him but I loved having my best friend here as well and as much as I understand that life takes those we love away not God sometimes its hard to swallow. I hope that you are living it up in a big pink barbie house just like the one we used to play with.

As much as I believe the following passages with all my heart I still weep and Im still brokenhearted but knowing that you are happy, safe and not suffering from any pain from the wreck is comforting.

Psalm 30:5 Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.
Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit

Matthew 5:4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

I miss you and love you.